Many therapists feel that depression is anger turned inward. Here’s an example of when I acknowledged my anger after Hurricane Katrina hit Mississippi, for all the good that did me at the time . It’s called “The Past Remembered”
The Past Remembered
I hate you, Katrina.
You drove me from my home
To live with strangers
You made me jump at every sound
Freeze at every turn.
I hate you, Katrina
I hate you, Katrina
You stole my life away
Everything I had
Is gone with nothing
Left behind to replace it
I hate you, Katrina
I hate you, Katrina
So many others
Who suffered worse
Than me but seem
To be making it all right
But I still hate you, Katrina
You owe me my world
I’ve mentioned before that we were not as impacted by Katrina as many were; we didn’t lose our home or livelihoods as so many people did. But it did kick off my major depressive episode that led to my psychotic break, So the feelings of anger at the storm were still there. Just a note to explain.
Thanks for sharing yourself. It is helpful to know how others feel when in turmoil. You write beautiful and compelling imagery!
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Thanks for the kind words. I am trying to help others find words to voice their experiences with bipolar disorder, and poetry happened to be one of mine.
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