Had a horrid night list night with this cough I’ve got. And so therefore I’ve felt rotten today. I am tired of being a good patient. I’v had three surgeries in seven months and I am tired of being rushed through recovery and having to take up all the slack as soon as I can, I need a serious rest. I wish we could schedule a getaway for a few days and just relax. But there’s just too much going on for that to happen I’m afraid.
ANd I’m nervous about a paper I have coming up. I haven’t written a paper for a grade in over 20 years. I’m scared that I don’t know how it’s supposed to be done any more. I’ll just have to get it done and see what happens. But that doesn’t stop me from being anxious about it,
I finally just sat down and cried and I think got it all out of my system. At least I hope so. Bob’s going to be home soon enough.
Hope everyone has a good week. And I hope I can sleep tonight.
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