I could just go back to bed. I’ve had two Dr. Peppers so far and still sleepy. I don’t want to do anything. I’m working on laundry and that is about all I will accomplish until my middle daughter gets home and can help me with the big tree. I don’t remember how to put it together from year to year. It’s very hard for me to remember very much at all nowadays. We pulled out an ornament yesterday for one of the trees and I had no idea where it came from. I’ll have to ask Bob.
Hate feeling like this. I feel like I’m losing all the progress I’ve made this year. I hope it’s just the holidays and not something more malignant. I don’t’ want to go to the hospital over the holidays. I’m really scared of that. I don’t’ feel suicidal or anything like that. Just out of it.