I feel so good today. I got up, did everything for the morning and went back to bed until 9. No recriminations, no condemnations. I got up and started laundry, then I went to the grocery store and bought for the weekend. I’ve sorted my laundry and ate lunch–peanut butter and crackers, potato chips, a Samoa Girl Scout cookie, and a big glass of water. Maybe not the best lunch, but I enjoyed it sitting outside on our back patio. The weather is great today–sunny and in the 50’s. I feel so good inside and out.
Got the call back from the hospital and my insurance company approved my Abilify. So they will cover it–I’ll still have a copay and I don’t know what it is yet, but such an answer to prayer.
I started my reading for the week and am taking it slowly. Hopefully I can finish reading today and then do my response tomorrow. Then I need to read the essay up for workshop this week and comment on it. So that will be fun.
My youngest goes on a field trip to Birmingham tomorrow. I’m so glad I did not sign up for it. I think that would have been a little too much to try to do so soon out of the hospital. Hopefully she will have a good time.
I’ve got followup appointments set up with my psychiatrist and my therapist next week about my hospitalization. Hopefully that will all go well. WE have a local dance competition this weekend and then a real one the first weekend of spring break. SO we will see how it goes.
I’m so thankful I summoned up the courage to go to the hospital. I’m so thankful that I finally feel good for the first time in months.