And today shows why–I’m anxious before I go and I always forget something and have to go back. Very very frustrating. I had to take a Xanax before I left, and I wound up forgetting buttermilk and chicken. I’ll go back tomorrow unless there is something that holds me up. I am just not up to going back today.
It’s better now that I go twice a week and don’t buy as much each time. Even going with a list like today I forget things, though. I don’t know why I’m so incompetent at this at this stage in my life at it. Just one more thing my disorder seems to be stripping away from me. I do not like the idea of being one of those women who can’t manage life. But sometimes I feel like I need to get into assisted living as soon as my children are out of the house. Then it’s all taken care of and I don’t have to worry about doing it all.
Except for that, it’s been pretty calm around here. THe oldest is at work and my middle one is working at the school to help with freshman orientation. ABout one more week until school starts for them.
I have two more pdrojects for my class–a flash find (a research project where I post a discussion for the other classmates), and my final paper. I’ve gotten a’s on all my papers so far, so I don’t think I”ll have a lot of trouble with either one. We will just have to see what all I can get done for them.
For my final paper I have to pull together all the plays and articles we read this semester and find an overarching theme in them that defines 20th century theatre. Big order. But I think I will have it licked. I have a good thesis and a good idea on how I’m going to argue it. We will have to see how it turns out.