So I went on a little exercise in self-hatred today–I went clothes shopping with my birthday money. I would have done better buying books or CD’s. I’m not knocking what I bought–a purple dress and a burgundy pantsuit. But I struggled to find my new size and had to put back some really pretty things. So that was depressing.
So that was most of my morning. I feel like going back to sleep,. I’m not sure that I won’t. It’s mu mom birthday so I need to call her. ANd I need to swap over laundry. This afternoon we start dance class so I will take the youngest one there.
I am so tired of the obsessions. I’m going back to my therapist Wednesday and talk through them again. WE will see.