Self-Hatred

So I went on a little exercise in self-hatred today–I went clothes shopping with my birthday money.  I would have done better buying books or CD’s.  I’m not knocking what I bought–a purple dress and a burgundy pantsuit. But I struggled to find my new size and had to put back some really pretty things.  So that was depressing.

So that was most of my morning.  I feel like going back to sleep,. I’m not sure that I won’t. It’s mu mom birthday so I need to call her.  ANd I need to swap over laundry.  This afternoon we start dance class so I will take the youngest one there.

I am so tired of the obsessions. I’m going back to my therapist Wednesday and talk through them again.  WE will see.

 

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