I don’t want to be a writer today. I just feel horrid about it. Why am I even bothering? Every time I think I have this rejection thing down pat, along comes one that just knocks me off my feet. I think I’ve gotten four rejections this week. I’ve lost count. Maybe it’s the number I am getting rather than the quality of them. I don’t know. All I know if that I’m tired of trying right now and I don’t know what else to do with myself.