We are getting ready for Thanksgiving. I will do some cooking tomorrow and the girls will be going to a mission to hand out Thanksgiving meals. Today we go meet Bob for lunch and will enjoy that.
I’m not sure what all I need to write. I seem to be on the upswing from the depression. I go to see my counselor tomorrow and will hopefully get a lot out of that. I did my homework so have to remember to take my computer. I wrote a letter from my fourteen-year-old self to my adult self. SO we will see how that turns out.
I’m still struggling with the issues me and Bob talked about. I’m praying for contentment with my life but it feels so elusive. I wouldn’t have been given the ability to do what I do without God wanting to use it somehow. Maybe I just need to wait on it all until Rachel is older. I’m doing the best I can with that concept but I just can’t resign myself to it.