So I talked to my therapist about last Tuesday night. She suggested I model the behavior I wanted. If I want affirmation, I need to give it as well. I know he’s going through a lot with his dad being sick and in denial about it. But I don’t know how to talk to him about it if he won’t open up to me.
I wrote a scary little bit where I told my peers about what went down in 2011 with me and Bob over the salesman. I wonder what their reaction will be. I need to start collecting responses so I know how to refine it if I’m going to write it all and put it in a book.
I need to start cooking cookies but I’m just not feeling it right now. I don’t know why. But I need to get on it or be prepared to rush doing it tomorrow. WE will see how it goes this afternoon and tomorrow.