to stay awake and not winning. I thought I was going to get more done this morning, but I wrote an essay around eight this morning then laid down around nine and just now managed to wake up for good. I don’t know if the sleepiness is the harbinger of anything more interesting or not. Ugh.
I need to do laundry today too and just don’t feel up to it. The only thing I want to do is sleep. I’m drinking another full loaded Coke this lunchtime to try and wake up some more–the one at breakfast just isn’t cutting it anymore. I hate what this lethargy is going to do for my weight but I don’t know what else I can do.
I’m still looking forward to my event tomorrow and will see what comes of my participation in that. I want to really present myself professionally and show them what someone in full recovery can do. I just need to stay awake the whole time 🙂
Week four of the Blue Apron experiment is still going well. I cook the meals on Thursday and Friday, everything is so fresh and tastes so good without my really trying hard at it. I just follow the directions. It’s eased down my anxiety about getting ready to cook every night a great deal. Bob seems to love it too. THis week is porkchops in apricot sauce and turkey burgers. So there are some really nice combinations.
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