Well, I got about half of what I wanted to accomplish yesterday; I got the car and the groceries taken care of but not the swimming–my youngest wound up going with her grandmother for a while that afternoon. And I wound up going to sleep.
I really hate this. I was just so out of it and I’m not sure why except maybe my meds acting on me a little strongly. I got up at three and got a bit done but I just so desperately want to be done with bipolar disorder. But I can’t be. I just need to make the best life possible out of what I’ve got. At least that was the first time in a while I’ve done that. So I just need to make sure it doesn’t happen again soon.
Chatted with Dr. Elliott at Belhaven yesterday. I explained what all I could do and what all I would like to do, and he asked me to send my CV over to him. SO maybe something will come out of that. I just need pray for God’s will to be done.
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