I am trying to overcome my low motivation levels. But I’m not sure I’m succeeding. I need to go to the grocery store and i need to go to the pharmacy for medication. I have so far gotten dressed and done my makeup in order to go do that. i need to actually get out of the house though, and that seems to be the sticking point.
I need to work on laundry and have some–I sorted Bob’s socks. But I need to do his weekly laundry and sort out mine. ANd I am having so much trouble doing that. I just want to curl up in the bed and sleep.
It doesn’t feel like depression–it feels like boredom. i have always hated the house stuff but always did it because it has to be done. That is not enough motivation any more. I’m not even writing much beyond this blog and school assignments because I just don’t feel like it. I don’t have any good ideas to work on.
ANd I am having a very hard time doing the weekly school assignments because I just don’t feel like it. I wonder if I’m going to have the motivation to do another three years of this.
I just don’t know what to do. I suppose I will stop typing first and go run my errands. Please pray for me.