Dont’ know why I’m so tired and out of sorts, but I am. I don’t feel right at all. I finally dragged myself out and went to the grocery store and got meals for the week, but I’m not feeling the least bit accomplished in doing it. I just want to go back to bed. I havent’ felt quite like this in a while, and I dont’ know what brought it on.
I’m seriously wondering about my motivation to teach. I want to do something, but I’m just not sure what anymore. I’m just not looking forward to getting back into the classroom and facing down a bunch of students who don’t care. I have 27 so far, which I think is the most I’ve ever had in a classroom since State. It’s not hard to teach the material; the biggest issue is making them care enough to learn it. I hoped if I got back into a four-year school that I would have more students on the ball and caring about their grades. But maybe college students have really changed for the worse since I did this last.
I need to record my vlog if I’m going to continue doing it. I just wish I felt better. Hope everyone else has a good week.