I didn’t sleep well last night and so today I am more tired and sleepy than usual. SO that has me feeling down in that I don’t feel like accomplishing anything. I certainly don’t want to grade papers like this because I will make mistakes.
I don’t know if this is one night’s worth of feeling bad or if it is starting a trend. I don’t like feeling so bad and don’t like sleeping all day long. But that;s what I’ve done so far and may spend the afternoon doing as well. I need to do other things as well but just don’t feel up to it. Maybe I just have my summer vacation feelings going on too early. I only have a week and a half of school left then I will be free for several days before exams.
I have more stuff to write for my classes but not very much–it should be easy to do but right now feels monumentally impossible. I feel a little bit encouraged that I was even able to open this app and do this post today–I considered skipping out altogether. But I didn’t–I came and wrote honestly and that helps. It’s not the end of the world and I have been here before and will make it through again, I suppose,
I’m not suicidal and I don’t want to run away and realizing that helps too. I’m not too far gone. I just have to make it through.
Keep praying for me that my spirits and energy will go on the upswing enough for me to get everything done that needs doing. Thanks for reading!