My oldest one’s wedding photos came in–she emailed me the album. Everyone looks so nice except me. I look like a cow. I HATE how I look. I wish someone had told me I looked so bad in that dress. I would have rather worn a jacket and shirt and pants than look that bad. I just can’t beleive I couldn’t tell beforehand. So sickening.
Anyway. I ache today. I took my ibuprofen today and still hurt like the dickens. I want to go back to bed but that doesn’t really help with the pain. I need to be up, I need to go to the grocery store, I just can’t slack off today. I just don’t feel well enough to do the things I need to do.
And I can’t spell–the last name of the person I interviewed for the last story is unusual and I didn’t get it right typing. I’ve had to send two messages back to my editor trying to fix it. I’m just a winner all over today, aren’t I?
I just feel like my life is profoundly off the rails today. I can’t get up in the morning, I can’t get hardly anything done, I just feel useless. I wish I could talk more positively but not today. I am so tired.
One day it will be better. Today is just not that day.
I guess I will stop here. Hope everyone else’s week is starting off well. Godspeed.
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