Awful Night

I had a really bad night. I couldn’t get comfortable any kind of way. I would be just about to sleep and move and my back would hurt so bad that I spasmed and woke back up again. I did this over and over. I finally just got up at 2 a.m. and lay down on my couch in my office trying to get some support on my back so I could rest. I went in to the outpatient department of the hospital and they did the CT scan; hopefully they will send it to Dr. Morris soon and we can find out what we are dealing with.

I don’t know how I’ll be able to concentrate on doing anything today. I have that job interview at 2 p.m. over Zoom and I hope that goes well. I still really feel like I need a job like this because I need something to do. I feel a need to go out and learn to interact with people again and hold down a job to prove that I can do it. I’m not just going to sit around wishing my kids were closer to home.

I think I might go lie down again. I am so uncomfortable. I wish I would get better. I hope everyone has a good downslope to the weekend. I’ll see what I can do. Godspeed.

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